AmberSkye

I am writing this and realizing it has been over a month since I posted. I have to apologize up front for that. Sometimes we have to make priorities and when the bottom line is a blog post or exercise then I am going to choose exercise at this point. And that got me to thinking isn’t that what life’s choices boil down to. When I talk to people about losing weight, getting healthy and getting the results I have gotten and continue to get you can not imagine the excuses I hear.

“I am too busy”

“I don’t have the money”

“That sounds hard”

You name it I have heard it and I really have to check my heart and pray for forgiveness. I do not know about you but I get tired of the excuses and sometimes flat out lies. Tell me your scared, I can handle that we can work though that together. Tell me what is really going on and we will figure out a plan but telling me an excuse equates to telling me it isn’t important enough. Think about the implications of that. You are telling me out loud that you don’t feel your health and by extension the happiness of those around you is worth you making it a priority. 

Henry Ford is quoted as saying “Whether you think you can or whether you think you can’t, your right.” How true is this! Instead of giving excuses ask yourself what can I do to achieve this. How can we shift my priorities to get the result we are after? This can only be answered individually however we can work together and make a plan. Share with people and seek advice from those who have gone before you and already dealt with the same struggles and won. Surround yourself with winner in an attitude that your a winner.

In Health and Wealth,

AmberSkye

As we are wrap up the end of week 12 and the end of the protocol (but not the end of my journey) I have learned one major thing about myself. My number one enemy is stress. Emotional stress triggers my body to hang on to weight, it give me the feeling that I want comfort food and seems to trigger the craving for junk food. Hamburgers, pizza and huge loaves of bread slathered in butter seem to be my cravings of choice. Never before has it seemed so easy to say no to those things. I have tried many diets before and when the cravings got really bad I would give in and try and work it off later. It amazes me the foods I am liking now I never used to before. Things like asparagus, brussel sprouts and cabbage. Spices like chili powder and cayenne powder seems to be used increasingly more often. I learned when I am stressed I craved sugar and grease. Since cleaning that out of my body I enjoy more foods and a wider array of foods.

As an artist I can only relate this in a artistic way. My body is a paint pallet and all I was using was grey and black, never cleaning off my pallet and starting over. I couldn’t understand why when I tried to use yellow, orange and vibrant reds they came out as browns and flat lifeless colors. I have finally scrapped of the crusty dried up paint washed my pallet and can finally see a whole spectrum of colors I never knew existed.

Stress kept me from cleaning out my pallet and always reaching for the same comfortable grays. I am in control of the painting of my life now and I can see the canvas for what it truly can be. The possibilities are endless but now I can choose any color I want. And I want the same for you too. What color do you want to paint your canvas?

In health,

AmberSkye

For the first time ever I can see myself getting to 130 pounds. Being one of those children who has always struggled with my weight I did not know what healthy meant or how to cook it. Being teased for my weight was normal and mirrors didn’t exist in my head. Running was for crazy people who had no life and exercise was what my thumbs did while playing video games. As I am ending the 12-week time period for the protocol Monday the 13^thI am amazed that I have no plans to change what I am doing. I like the shake and wouldn’t want to live without it. The thought of a greasy hamburger kinda makes me want to gag. I find myself watching what my husband is eating and thinking “How can you eat that yuck!” When 12 short weeks ago I would have eaten the same thing.  I am not stressing that I will gain the weight back because I know I won’t.  I have not only made a lifestyle change I have completely changed the way I think. I realized how much my life revolved around food and how wrong that was for me. I ate when I celebrated, ate when I was depressed and ate when I was bored. Not only did I eat for the wrong reasons I ate the wrong foods like hamburger, pizza and chips. I just stand amazed at where I was and where I am and the knowledge that I am going to go so much further. 12 weeks ago a spark of hope that I might actually control my weight has ignited into a blazing sun not only controlling but conquering my weight in a way I never thought to comprehend. If I could Vulcan mind meld with people to show them the transformation I would because I am at a loss for words with how changed I feel and I am not sure anyone believes me anyway.

In health,

AmberSkye

Have you ever sat at work staring at your computer screen and thought ” My brain is leaking out my ears?” Well that was me today. Working in a Call Center means extended periods of time on your rear answering the same questions over and over. Today I finish my motorcycle visualization. In my future I am skinny and obviously wealthy enough of the purple motorcycle. Let me finish our bike ride.

You pull into the driveway, gracefully missing the Mercedes-Benz the company gives you, black of course. You open the garage and park your purple bike. Hanging your helmet and riding gear you grab the mail and head for your art studio. The studio has skylights to let in the natural light for perfect lighting the majority of the day and remote covers for lighting control. You have a whole wall of canvases ready to paint and buckets of paint, brushes and additives. You open the mail and yawn.  “Hmmm, another one of those pink checks from your Healthy Chocolate company guess I should probably cash that” Life couldn’t get any sweeter.

Hope you enjoyed my vision into the future. Please share with your friends and comment! Thanks.